Understanding

One of the most important things in my life is to understand something. I know there are reasons for everything that happens. There are reasons for everything I do. One thing that I have yet to understand is why I am able to do things that hurt the people I truly love. I know that I truly loved my wife and yet I was guilty of actions that really hurt her. Same with my children, I know that I truly loved them and yet I did things that hurt them.